Warning: This gonna be a long and wordy post.
I guess that I am living in a life full of irony. I had rendered upon a my previous entry due to some reasons. Well, being MIA for so long and not updating of my current life ain't cool either. I guess I need a space to let out my thoughts.
Recently, so many things that had happened in my life, my pathetic life.
Guess what, I'm currently at this place call Bali Culture (Google it yourself) around Seletar Camp area and it's somehow under the same umbrella of Orientus Resorts (http://www.orientusresorts.com/). Seriously I have no idea why I sitting here over a cup of Lychee Soda and typing out my contradictions within the inner me. And the best part, this particular place I am at, might be the place where I am going to host my birthday celebration.
On the heavy note...
School life has been a bitch with certain issues fell in place. The only word that I can ever find it to best describe school would be hypocrisy but whatever it's, I just had 2 more semesters before I get my ass out of the place. Nevertheless, I'm glad that I made friends like Helen, Stephy & Kala even will that hill of assignments piling up and examinations choking the hell outta me.
Ok, on the brighter side, I actually feel the sense of happiness back in me when I'm back home. See? That's the difference between a comfort zone and a restricted one. I can sleep at any night, chionging my assignments and not afraid being pinalised of certain matters. As a matter of fact, I simply love my parents more than anyone else. I can proudly say that I love my parents more than I love myself. Not going to laugh my ass out this time round.
And also, I had finally survived through the 1st month at my new job. Apparently, my boss is a real tough fighter than no one can ever mess with and I'm glad that I made it through the 1st month. :) But it is what I really want?
Speaking of which, did I mention the fact that I had broke down ystd and I'm thankful that my colleague, Gah Wai had accompanied me through my swears and tears and eventually we ended up at Raffles City, munching on Ding Tai Fung and Fruit Paradise for a sumptous meal. Hahahaha, the tarts at Fruit Paradise are damn nice (and sinful) but I never regret in taking a bite. I will definitely upload the pictures at Facebook. And by the way, thanks babe for the companionship at my lowest time. :)
My schedule will be packed till the end of this month and the real funny thing is, I'm not frowning because of it but happy because that I do not need to deal with certain issues in life. I am sucha loser man that sometimes I can't believe that I'm being skeptical towards certain things. However I would want to share this particular song that I had just heard on my way here.
神木与瞳 (為你而活) :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RNi-qvTfHwI
The lyrics at certain part reminds me of how I feel right now.
Having mixed feelings now. Feeling stressed, happy, contented, vexed, depressed and many more. Seriously, I need to learn to love myself more.
Thus I will be having a nEbO dinner with the whole team at Tawadang @ Dempsey Road tmr. :) It's THAI culture again. Hahahaha did I mention that my boss is a hardcore enthusiastist in anything relating to THAILAND/ THAI?
Anyway, I can't be bother with anything now. I need a good night rest. And please to do correct my grammar or language in this post. :D
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